Sooo my new scale is giving me a new weight every time i step on it -__-

So I went out and bought some new clothes, makeup, and a new Weightwatchers scale that calculates bodyweight, body fat, bone mass, muscle mass, water weight and BMI :D Uhhh so i stepped on it the first time after eating a big meal and it wasn’t the greatest result… derp. I’ll weigh myself tomorrow morning and post the results. :)

Me says:

life would be so easy to be an irresistably attractive person

like megan fox or somebody

***** says:

u sort of are though…

aahhaha

So, today i found out i have Rubella infection, so i stayed home from work again. and will be for the next 4 days :3

So considering i was forced to entertain myself all day, i did rather well!

Breakfast- muesli

Lunch - 2x boiled eggs on 1x slice of multigrain bread with drizzle of worsterchire sauce (yum)

Dinner- small bowl of ravioli

Plus a 35 minute run + weight session despite my illness, burning approx 300 calories. :)

Buzzing like a bitch, dont even feel sick atm :D

Also today i tried on my garter belt and thighhighs again, it looks so nice! my legs really look lean and muscular.

Soon i’ll put up another progress pic…  i just want a noticeable diff from the last one i posted before i do! Stay tuned!

Received my new bathroom scales today! Goodbye 50 year old analogue scale, hello fancy digital one :D

So i currently weigh (after breakfast etc) 139.4lb. I’m content with that for now because i was 138 lbs before i got stoned and ate two pepperoni pizzas on the weekend…. ahem.

But after that binge i was pushing 142 so it’s good to see i’ve dropped most of the binge weight. -__-

I think it’s going to be encouraging seeing a precise number, because now I will know when i’ve lost even half a pound or less, rather than squinting at the analogue needle trying to work out how much i weigh. wee!

Resisted temptation yesterday, went for a long run and tried out a solarium. :3 I am quite pale so I don’t tan very easily, but I wanted to even out my skin tone a bit cause I looked like I have albinism, haha. I might go one a fortnight or a month or something just to keep a bit of colour so I don’t look so goddamn white. Today will be another perfect day !

Low fat English muffin with vegemite for breakfast, an apple and some strawberries for lunch :) gotta make up for wolfing down that pizza on the weekend, Yuck.

omg i was back at 138 and then i got high and repeatedly binged and now im back at 140+ dieeeee

this is so shit

but its alright

no more weed

NO more weed

and if there is weed, no food

that is the rule

i just want to triumph

i want to be dainty and lithe 

i also just want to quit my job

its so fucking pants

so until im able to do that i will work at being tiny

Like I honestly ate.. a whole pizza… and a batch of cookie dough. Looks like ill be detoxing on fruit and water today lol

Got high and binged.. Ugh.. feel like death!

Today started off rather swimmingly, but ended badly. So now I feel like shit and have no real motivation to continue with Dukan now that i’ve fucked up the Attack phase.

For breakfast I had 2 poached eggs, and for lunch 3 slices of roast turkey, then for dinner… fish fillet and chips. :( Gah! Mum took me for dinner and i scoured the menu for something that would fit in with Dukan but everything was battered, not grilled, and chips came as sides for every meal… -__-

ANYWAY i didn’t eat ALL the chips, just about half of them, and i also went to the gym just before to try and burn it off… still a bit gaytown though.

Ah well. persevere persevere!